'til the end of time

by Ren Stedman



I am nothing special
in fact i’m just the opposite
i’m cousins with the devil
pretending that i’m confident
and I am so in love with you
you’ve never been in love with me
the expiration on my love is due
but it’ll last if let it freeze

so I will love you ’till the end of time
please won’t you just say someday that you’ll be mine
‘cause I am wearing thin just like the soles of all my shoes
that i have worn to walk to follow my heart and that’s when I found you

i’ve been sleeping till the afternoon
I have to cover up my face
so i get longer to dream about you
your smile your taste
we are montages and capulets
but it wasn’t written in the stars like them
I am memories and huge regrets
you want to forget again bout me

i’m cold like i’m refrigerated
on fire like i’m incinerated
temperature’s a metaphor that i think’s easily related
to the time that i have wasted
sacrificed and medicated
over you i’m overboard from staring like i’m captivated
like staring at an open flame as set fire to my hair
just in the hopes that you would notice me and somehow you might care
that I’ve been missing everything we never had but what i hoped for
us to have but it’s not happened so that why i’m slipping under
down the hole that i created
to bury myself if you hated myself just as much as I hate myself.


released August 15, 2016
Written and recorded by Ren Stedman.



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Acoustic / Folk Musician from South Essex, UK.

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